December 13th, 2008

Well its my birthday today and it just seems odd if i let dis pass without a post. 22 mins into the 22nd year of my existence i look back and find a lot to fall upon... am happy for myself but then the smile comes crashing down as i realise as to what i've lost or have i under achieved??? am i happy or am i sad.. a paranoia grips me obssession tells me keep pushing yet the other half of ma mind convinces me to stop unfurling ma life further for the fear of losing wat i have... what to do the 22nd year would pass with a the dissolution of A BIG ?
But will dat be da same next year or dere's a new door waiting to reveal a whole new universe to me as i become a mere spectator of this great play called life!

CONTOURZ- In Love Wid Da Unusual!

The beauty of a flower they say is in its contradictions, so small in size, yet big on fragrance, so meek in stature, yet huge on beauty, so short in life, yet long on impact.
It all starts when one fine sunny day; we walk in through the gates of Seth Jai Parkash Mukand Lal Institute of Engineering and Technology to mark the beginning of a metamorphosis which will eventually add a new dimension to ourselves.

JAGAT BHAWAN

This is where we live, enjoying the serene beauty of the campus in scintillating whites. A place we’d love calling our home for the coming 4 years.

PADMA VATTI BHAWAN

The place we dream for, but soon our dreams are shattered as we see…

But, it doesn’t take us long to find the rooms of the IT block.

A step closer to the girl’s hostel! We soon learn the college lingo and go to the classroom,Here study prevails during exams and fun the rest of the year…We love calling it our classroom but the authorities insist that we call it, “JMIT CANTEEN”.Thus, we decide to take a ‘gedi’ around the campus corridors to familiarize ourselves with the different colours of JMIT. As we leave the cafeteria a peek into the Goyal Mansions reveals a stressed out Goyal Bhaiya busy recharging.As we move into the plaza, We see this place: “Human species is banned inside”, warns couple of seniors going through their endless sessions of gossip. Moving further we come across a window which has been fed with currency notes for the last 13 years but the hunger never seems to subsidise.We move through the deserted lanes of ECE and IT blocks locating couples along the way who just disappear into thin air as soon as they see a camera in our hands.And finally we reach… …the mechanical block, a place very much devoid of the female species and a haven of Boys. Now back to where it all started…
And some months down the line here we are, standing on the stage staring into the glaring flash lights, enjoying the moment as we receive this prize for our year long toil. Some images run through our subtle minds, big dreams in our inexperienced eyes and we thank god for giving us the moment when we decided to work together and call ourselves, CONTOURZ, In Love Wid Da Unusual!

The Real me inside YOU!

This is one of the most common question people ask... If you are over 18 and under 24 (supposedly the best time of our lives) this is a question you probably have faced or are likely to face any time soon.What would be your answer? If it's one of the following you gotta think again:

-a doctor

-an engineer

-a lawyer

-an actor

-a painter

-a writer

-a teacher

If that's your answer then voila! You are normal! You belong to the group of people which form 97% of the human population and the special characteristic of these people is that they breath without knowing what they want and die like that, and the reason l refrained myself from using the life is that these people (who mostly claim living a great life) don't even know the exact definition of life!

If this pic above perfectly describes your state of mind. And you are still reading it. Then this article might probably help you change your outlook.Most of us are suffering from a kind of illusion

To keep it simple i just say that we all lie to ourselves!

When was the last time that you sat all by yourself narrating yourself your most inner desires and feelings?

When was the last time you actually told yourself the actual dreamworld you want to live in?Most of the people reading this would be having an orkut profile with an average friends list of about 100.How often do you talk to your friends? daily i believe.And who do you call a friend?Someone who knows you inside out, right?

Then who do you expect to be your best friend?Who do you think knows all your secrets which noone else in the world knows?the answer is ofcourse you yourself then why, why do you not talk to yourself daily!Why lie to it?

Why not listen to it?

Go TALK TO YOURSELF!

Go to sleep only after you have told your friend all that you feel!

Feel the change in sleep and the way you look at life!

And believe me you shall be able to answer the question i asked earlier in a much better way and with much more honesty!